That longs to one's home, and come to his family and to his colleagues and fellow boyhood who grew up in them, and spent, including the most beautiful moments and the happiest days, and wish to return to his hometown, this is normal in good standing, and therefore does not differ by two ..But to come to one's alienation, and identify opportunities for alienation again, and the paradox of loved ones and friends, and leave the Knoll Green in which he lived side by side with peers and sons of the nation may be a thing of strange though to wonder invalidated if we knew why .. Especially when it is a reality in the life of one of us ..
Back memories of my bar so many times, especially when I'm empty-handed,
Far from the noise and bustle of work Alhaúdan Alkhagliat to the days I spent in the Sudanese capital, "Khartoum", specifically in the space of International University of Africa .. University, where she was all that sense of the word .. It includes young and old of different colors, races and Business .. Those days that was characterized by bitter spite of a special character can not be felt by the experimenter only ..The Imam Shafi'i praise of alienation, even for some time:
What place in the mind of one who Thi Literature
Vda from the comfort of the homeland and alienated
Find who traveled rather leave him
The focus of the delicious live in the monument
If the right to say, the more right to that spot Shawki still exists .. Increasingly, I have a dream to return to it after a while, either to pursue graduate studies in one of the prestigious universities or to visit the wonderful friends who learned of them the meaning of true friendship that never die down no matter how long baad, and prevented our circumstances and the reasons .. One of them always tells me:
"Remember, even in friendly fire," and several years after their passing Mazal communication exists between us and the Internet often. Although I find myself lost its climate and pure Mrhaa afternoon..
Derived seats to study and hear lectures from the Scholar and knowledge .. As long for reading and writing .. How I was not fond of reading stories different kinds of emotional, social and police ... Etc. .. I was wandering in the streets of this world wide .. And moved from city to city .. Kalasfor and fly from one branch to another branch .. Otensm smells flowers pure .. Shadow and shelter those people Albasagh .. I will not be exaggerated - dear reader - if I said that I read in one day more than three hundred page at least .. Perhaps I finished the whole book in the face of the day sometimes ..I also love writing about various topics and areas .. And hear the tapes, especially religious sermons, Sheikh Abdel Hamid Kishk the mercy of Allah be upon him. But now acts more times .. Going through my day without that read the one page .. Or browsing through even a small brochure .. Perhaps even an entire month has passed without being able to read one book in spite of the accumulation of books at home .. The tapes are still experiencing abandonment .. Has been gathering dust in one corner of the house .. And became suffer separation after continual ..
I miss those moments where we visit the historic US-Sudanese are able to do that, especially during the summer holidays .. Tour the the period of time .. Breathe a sigh of relief .. And inhale fresh air ..Temper ourselves something of the hardships and horrors exile .. The motto in the words of the poet of that period:
There is only the intensity will come .. After the intensity of their prosperity.
I miss that period, which describes where some Balasabh .. It was my mind free of worries and concerns and future Gmom little .. My thinking was all focused on the seriousness and persistence and academic achievement to achieve the highest score .. I have a dilemma were not giving me sleepless nights .. Or I am having a problem from time to time, as is the case today .. Has taken over the armies of concerns on the head until you no longer absorb more .. Glory changer case, thank God, after all .. This does not mean - dear reader - I prefer the scientific life of the process ..Or I hate the responsibilities and costs associated with the current stage .. We spent the first part of our lives and hardships endured for the sake of access to safety, and to perform these important tasks .. As Mutanabi:
If the old souls .. Tired of objects in their goal .
I miss that I miss the Crown to the generosity of the Sudanese and Toasfhm Srerthm and clarity ..Mjamlathm and permanent .. And striving to achieve Maraam and aspirations towards new horizons and broader in learning more from the lessons of life .. Thus Ofatthm all these years .. Honored guests was beyond description and imagination .. Their motto was:
If you our guest to Jitna Ogdtna .. We are guests and you head home.
Finally, this sense of who I am and that feeling whatsoever about who may not be present in many of the colleagues who I lived with them in this region, every point of view and his philosophy in life ...
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